Okay so I really thought that I could handle going to school today but I obviously can’t. I’m in school right now but I’m a nervous wreck. I have exams starting from Friday and I haven’t even started studying. I have submissions piling up and I haven’t even started working on them. I don’t even know what I’m doing.
I feel like I’m getting nothing done and time is just passing me by. And the thing is, it’s not that I don’t want to work but it’s more like I can’t work. I open my laptop and end up staring at the blank screen for an hour before resigning and shutting it down and going off to sleep. I’m literally sitting and staring at walls instead of working. I don’t know, maybe I’m just not trying hard enough. Ugh, what am I doing!?