Sometimes I have these moments where I literally sit and wonder what the fuck I am doing with my life. I’m going to college this year and I have no idea what I want to study and what I want to do in life. I always say I want to study psychology but that’s just because it’s easier to tell people that instead of “I don’t know” and be judged by them.
At times I feel like I should study English or Journalism and that’s more my thing than psychology but I don’t know. Right now all I know is that I’m going to study Liberal Arts and then let’s see where life goes and what happens.
To be honest, at times this uncertainty about what I want to do and who I want to be scares me a lot. But in some ways, it also excites me. I have so many options open to me right now and I can do whatever I want!
I feel like I don’t know who I am or what I even like to do. I don’t really know what I’m passionate about or anything. I love to write but I feel like I’m not good enough at it. I love art but I don’t know if my art is about me and for me or for other people. Sometimes I feel like my art isn’t mine. I don’t know if that makes sense. I used to love to read but I don’t seem to be able to do it anymore. I just feel a bit lost I guess. And idk, maybe that’s okay for now. Maybe I’ll figure things out or maybe I won’t idk. I feel sad about this a lot but I also feel like it’s okay for now.