I don’t feel good. I was feeling a little better in the past couple of days but I feel like shit today. I don’t know why. My mood just got really bad at school today. And Idk why I feel like this in the middle of the day. I mean that feeling like these are only supposed to hit you late in the night right? Then why am I feeling like this right now at 1 in the afternoon. And I don’t know, I just feel kinda hopeless. I don’t know where I’m going to end up for college. I’m going to be leaving so many people and going and idk.
And another really sucky thing is that I feel as if I care so much about leaving my friends but they don’t seem to care at all. I’m not saying that they don’t cuz like I don’t know if they do or not but it seems like they don’t and idk I just feel like they are so much more important to me than I am to them. Anyway, I’m probably just feeling sad because so much is happening and idk what’s going to happen next and it’s feeling a bit overwhelming! I think I’m going to be okay though. I will be fine.