About a month back, in the beginning of March, I made myself a promise to not cut. To not cut until at least prom cuz I didn’t want any fresh scars. I can’t do much about the old ones but I didn’t want any new ones. It’s been a month and prom is in three days and I’ve almost kept my promise.
I say almost cuz I cut once in between around the 16th. And I know so officially it isn’t really a month but I’m still going to take it as an achievement cuz going from cutting once in two days to once in a month is a huge deal for me! I’m a little proud of me but I keep feeling like I’m going to fuck it all up and cut again and if I do it again then idk how to stop again so I’m just hoping I don’t mess up and manage to stay okay. But for now, I’m happy so it’s okay.