So some stuff has been going on and so yeah here goes
1. It’s been three weeks since I last self harmed so that’s a huge deal for me! I’m kinda proud of myself.
2. I got into 4 colleges and I have scholarships from two of them. One is a huge scholarship and the other well, isn’t that great but still, it’s exciting.
3. I’ve been having a really bad time with things with my mother but I’m trying to deal with that.
4. I feel like I’m blogging a lot less. Idk, I’m just not motivated to do anything these days!
5. I have new crushes. And yeah, I always end up getting multiple crushes at the same time. And like one is on a girl which is fine, but like the other one is on a guy! And like idk what to think cuz well I thought I was gay. And the weird part is the yes, I have a crush on him but I can’t ever imagine sleeping with him or with any guy so idek!
6. I hate school these days. Nothing happens and I feel like I’m wasting my time!
7. I want to be really happy but I end up being really sad and like I don’t know what I’m doing.
8. I need to finish so much work that I keep putting of and I need to clean my shelves and organise things!
9. I’m obsessed with pasta! I love it and I can eat it everyday.
10. A while back I watched this movie called Blue is the warmest color. It was in French and I watched it with English subtitles and I loved it so much. I watched it cuz like it was about a same sex couple and I haven’t really seen any other movies like that and I always end up watching heterosexual stuff so this was so nice for a change! I really loved it.
Yeah I can’t think of anything else so that’s about it. Hope you all are doing okay and I would love to hear about what’s going on in your lives! 🙂
As for not self harming you should be so very proud. That is such an incredible achievement and I for one am so so proud of you. You are such an incredible blogger and such a lovely person. I know its very ignorant for me to plead you never to self harm again but I am doing so. Please don’t hurt your wonderful self, you are such a great person. And even though sometimes it may seem like the world has nothing to offer you and there is no happiness. Just remember that there is. I hope I haven’t offended you with this comment. Seriously though well done you should be so proud of yourself. Once again such a lovely blog sweetie 💞💞
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Thank you so much. This really means so much to me. I have to say, I’m a little proud of me too. I know self harm is not good for me and so I am putting in an honest effort to stop. Thanks again! Hope you’re doing well. Take care xx
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That’s OK. I am always here for you. Please do be proud of yourself you are such a lovely person 💕💕
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Thank you! ♡♡
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Honestly though if you ever need to talk about anything, please please talk to me about it 💕💕
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Thanks, love. I will! And you too, you can talk to me through the contact page on my blog so feel free to reach out of you ever want/need to! ♡
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Thank you sweetie, I love that as a community we all support one another 💞
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I agree, the blogging community is so great and supportive! 🙂
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Ohh all that stuff’s good, apart from the stuff with your mum 😦 And don’t worry about blogging. Blog when you can. ALSO, don’t stress about the guy thing. Just go with things 🙂 You are who you are, after all.
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Thank you so much! 🙂
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Hey! Congrats on all the wonderful things that have been happening! I am sorry to hear that everything isn’t perfect yet, but hopefully it will get better! I am always here if you need me 🙂
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Hey! Thank you so much, means a lot to me! Hope you’re doing well. Take care 🙂
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No problem! I am thank you, you as well 🙂
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I love these sort of posts, I need to do more myself. Congratulations on managing your self harm, that’s a huge achievement and I promise it will get easier. I think there’s a turning point where because you haven’t done it in so long you don’t feel the need as much to do so. That’s seriously such amazing and exciting news. I hope you can sort things out with your mum and blog whenever you want, I’m still going to be here! Also pasta is great.
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Yeah, update posts are great!
Thank you so much. It is a big deal for me. I’m hoping things with mom will work out. Thanks.
Hope you’re doing well! 🙂
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I am, thank you for the asking and I hope so 🙂
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Congratulations on not self harming for three weeks! That makes me so happy to know that you’re making such huge achievements! And I am also so happy for you getting two scholarships 😀 hope you’ll find school a little better soon!
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Thank you so much! It means a lot to me. Hope you’re doing well, take care 🙂
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I feel school is particularly boring right now too! Nothing exciting there ever happens, it’s not like it’s portrayed in tv shows at all! Lol I’m just glad to relate.
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Haha totally agree! High school in movies and tv is so cool, not so much in real life!
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