So some stuff has been going on and so yeah here goes
1. It’s been three weeks since I last self harmed so that’s a huge deal for me! I’m kinda proud of myself.
2. I got into 4 colleges and I have scholarships from two of them. One is a huge scholarship and the other well, isn’t that great but still, it’s exciting.
3. I’ve been having a really bad time with things with my mother but I’m trying to deal with that.
4. I feel like I’m blogging a lot less. Idk, I’m just not motivated to do anything these days!
5. I have new crushes. And yeah, I always end up getting multiple crushes at the same time. And like one is on a girl which is fine, but like the other one is on a guy! And like idk what to think cuz well I thought I was gay. And the weird part is the yes, I have a crush on him but I can’t ever imagine sleeping with him or with any guy so idek!
6. I hate school these days. Nothing happens and I feel like I’m wasting my time!
7. I want to be really happy but I end up being really sad and like I don’t know what I’m doing.
8. I need to finish so much work that I keep putting of and I need to clean my shelves and organise things!
9. I’m obsessed with pasta! I love it and I can eat it everyday.
10. A while back I watched this movie called Blue is the warmest color. It was in French and I watched it with English subtitles and I loved it so much. I watched it cuz like it was about a same sex couple and I haven’t really seen any other movies like that and I always end up watching heterosexual stuff so this was so nice for a change! I really loved it.
Yeah I can’t think of anything else so that’s about it. Hope you all are doing okay and I would love to hear about what’s going on in your lives! 🙂