I can feel myself sinking into one of my really sad phases. This would probably be the ideal time for me to message a friend and talk and tell them I’m not doing okay and I need them to be around. But of course I won’t do that cuz I don’t want to be a burden. Shit, why do I do this to myself!? Sometimes I wish people were mind readers and were just there when I needed them to be without having to ask but that’s stupid so oh well. I’ll just deal with my shit.