It’s okay to mess up sometimes. And it’s okay to freak out sometimes. I have to stop being so hard on myself and calling myself stupid and pathetic.
Yes, I am upset and scared and my mom is sick and yes, I’m upset and sad a lot in general but it’s okay. I’m doing the best I can and I have to stop hating myself for every mistake I make and I have to stop over thinking about things and driving myself crazy. Things are not great right now but I’m managing. It’s okay. It’s going to be okay.