So here’s what’s been happening
1. My exams are going on and they’re stressful as fuck.
2. I’m tired and I’ve hit another one of my really bad phases. I cut again day before yesterday.
3. I’m feeling so stupid idek why.
4. Vacations start on 18th and I can’t wait.
5. Winter is here. And that means I’m going to get so much worse. I always do. I hardly end up talking to people and then I end up feeling so shitty and then I end up cutting and it’s just terrible. Ugh. I can’t wait for all of this to end.
6. I’m so tired of pretending to be so happy all the time but I don’t really have a choice so I’m going to go with it. I can’t be sad because then I just feel like I’m attention seeking which I’m not trying to be so yeah I’m just going to have to deal with my shit.
7. Did I mention that I’m really really tired. Not physically but also mentally and emotionally and omg I’m exhausted. Actually, physically too.
Sorry, this post is beyond pathetic. I’m just in such a crappy mood. Today’s been such a terrible day.