I mentioned in a previous post that I was going to learn to take care of myself and my problems. So here are the things that I’ve done over the past some time-
1. Eating only Cucumber for lunch. Yeah, I know that this does not sound like a good thing but trust me, it is. It’s kinda difficult for me to do even this, because I have to sit and eat with a lot of people and initially I thought that I would skip lunch altogether but I decided against that. I know that I should probably eat more than just that, that’s what everyone tell me, but I’m trying. And so this is good.
2. I still cut but I’ve found a way to not cut on my wrists. It’s not a solution, but it works for now. I use a sharp object but not enough to make an actual proper cut. It makes a slight cut, and the scar goes in a few days. As I said, it’s not a solution, but it is helping me for now.
3. I am starting to try and talk to other people. People who intimidate me. You know that quote by I don’t know who which said that you should do one thing that scares you everyday, well I’m kind of trying that. So I’m not doing it everyday but i’m doing things once in a while that I’m shit scared of. Talking to people I don’t know, and making friends and all that stuff.
So I know it’s not much, but it’s progress for me and putting it down like this in a post and looking at it gives me a sense of accomplishment and I like it. I’m trying to get better. This is me really trying.