Okay so I’ve been feeling a bit down again. But this time, I’m not going to write a really long rant post or go crying to my friends or something. I know at least 1 person who I can talk to if I need to but i’m not going to. Not because I’m too proud or anything like that but because it’s time I learn to help myself. I have survived a lot of shit on my own and I can get past this. I can do it. I know it’s not going to be easy, and I know that I might cut again but I’m trying to get better, I really am. And I can do it.
Though while I say I can do it on my own, recently, I’ve also learned that it’s okay to ask for help. Sometimes it just gets too much and it’s okay to reach out to a friend for help. There are people around you who are ready to help you, you just got to ask for it. Yeah so while I know that I can always ask for help if I need it, right now, I need to help myself. I need to learn to help myself.