I feel like I’m hitting a wall with my writing. I want to write. Writing helps me sort things out in my head but I somehow can’t seem to be able to write anything productive. I did the 30 day writing challenge hoping it will get my creative juices flowing and it did, sort of, but now that that is over, I don’t know what to write. Actually no. I know what to write but I don’t know how to write it. Every time I start writing I either get tired half-way through it or just distracted. And I am trying not to write about all the sad/bad things in my life but every time I start writing all that stuff comes pouring out. I don’t know what to do about that. Maybe I should write about it but I don’t know. I mean if I write about what I’m actually feeling right now, it’s going to be a huge post. A lot has been happening which has kind of put me down in the past sometime and I keep thinking I will blog about it but something stops me as soon as I open the new post window. I don’t know why. And oh god I need my mind to just shut down for some time. I cannot handle so many thoughts! Ugh.