I just want to thank you for everything that you do for us. You have no idea how grateful I am. I don’t know what I would do without you. I know it’s difficult for you, raising two kids on your own and everything and I want you to know that I think you are amazing.
I also want to say that I am very sorry for never being good enough at anything. I really do try mom. I do try for you. I am sorry that I am such a disappointment for you. I am trying my best and I really hope that you see that someday.
There is something that you need to know about me. It’s very important for me and is a huge part of my life and I would really really appreciate it if you read it calmly before reacting. The thing is that I think I am gay. I say ‘I think’ not because I have a doubt about whether I like girls or not but because I am not entirely sure whether that is the right label for me. I am still trying to understand myself and support from you would mean so much to me.
I am so so sorry if I ever hurt you. I know I probably have multiple times, and I am really very sorry. You work so hard to earn money for us and you try to give us everything possible and you take care of Dida and I am so thankful for all that.
I really hope you can accept me for who I am and forgive me for all the mistakes I have committed in the past. I have never meant to hurt you.
Take care of yourself Ma.
[Note – Dida means Grandmother.]